it's been a while i know. i started up a livejournal and didn't feel the need to update this anymore, but frankly i miss it. so now you may choose to read between my xanga and livejournal. kind of shows how much of a day i have if i have time to update both, doesn't it?

Saturday is going to be awesome... chillin at holly's house for the night and we are going to the hab as well. It'll be a lot of fun :)

hmm... i've thinking along the lines of many things lately. much of which i'm starting to think the lines i'm thinking of writing on are all twisted and curved. (made sense or no?) I don't know if what I want to say is the right thing to say, more or less the right time to say it. Eh... I don't know. Whatever.

Comment once in a while, will you? You people show absolutely no love whatsoever.

autumn = unloved :(

Today was pretty easy. School from 8-12 which went by fast... but it was so hot. I couldn't take it after a while lol. Came home and made plans with Holls to go swimming, had voice @ 3:30, and then by 6, I hit the pool. It was so funny... the lifeguard there I think was seriously into me or something lol. He kept coming over to me and flirting and stuff. At first I thought he was just being nice but it got a little strange after that.

BabyGrl7416 (11:48:34 PM): was it me or was the lifeguard flirting with me?
holls x87 (11:48:46 PM): he definetly was
BabyGrl7416 (11:48:51 PM): haha okay
holls x87 (11:48:51 PM): he didnt stop talking

Now that is an extremely hott evan taubenfeld playing a very hott guitar. *grunts* orgasmic confession of the day.

later kids

-autumn

now come on, is this not by far, the hottest thing you have ever seen in your life?

hmm... my day was pretty dull. this weekend has been such a drag but it's been good... kind of like a little at home getaway if you know what i mean. i talked online for a while and then was on the phone too. watched some movies, tv, all that good stuff.

tomorrow it's off to school again...  not such a bad thing at all. my head's killing me right now though and since i gotta get up around 6:45, i should hit the bed soon.

holly's home, thank the lord. i missed her like crrrazzyy and it was good to tell her all i had to keep in all weekend haha. I love ya holls! *points* ~ *grunts wildly* hmm... wonder what he'd think of that hottness

until tomorrow kids -

always, autumn

There's so much I want to say in here but I'm basically too shy to spill it all into something like this.

I really don't think I know what I'm feeling anymore. There are so many things running through my head that it's hard to find out which one I should concentrate on the most. Sometimes I get frightened that I'm going to make the wrong choice and it'll just screw something else I have on my mind up. Screw some things, literally. Just screw it all together. Push it away and move the frig on. You can't lag on everything forever, you know.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you. Please don't think that this was easy. It's not hard to dream, you'll always be my Konstantine."

Hey Kids - Fill this out if you get a chance

****OPINIONS*****
1. Am I cute?:
2. Am I hot?:
3. Am I sweet?:
4. Am I crazy?:
5. Am I loveable?:
6. Am I funny?:
7. Am I annoying?:
8. Am I psycho?:
9. Am I daring?:
10. Am I a good person?:
11. Am I sexy?:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
11. Hug me?:
12. Miss me if I was gone?:
13. Listen to my problems?:
14. Hug me if i cried?:
15. Be a good friend?:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
16. Ever go out with me?:
17. If you already have would you do it again?:
18. Kiss me?:
19. Have rough sex with me?
20. Marry me if you could?:

*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How tall am I?:
23. What school do I go to?:
24. Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is my best friend?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite food?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:

*****IF YOU COULD*****
36. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
37. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
38. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
39. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
40.What do you love about me?:
41. What do you hate about me?(seriously):
42. What is my best quality?:
43. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
44. What is your honest opinion about me?